Monday, May 21, 2012

cerebral eavesdropping.


favorite quote.... the only constant is change.

however, whether good or bad-change comes with a certain level of anxiety surrounding the “unknown”. life happens in waves, and about a year ago i hit a huge “change wave” and it nearly drowned me (good thing I know how to boogie board). i needed an outlet  to “deal” with this change- to accept and come to terms with it- so i did what i have found to be the best coping method, i started a new work.

our brains are extraordinarily complex.  as ‘cerebral eavesdropping’ evolved i was searching for how to express my consciously subconscious internal dialogue. executive function is carried out by our prefrontal cortex (the area in our brain anterior to the motor and sensory areas).  executive function is a higher level of thought, the ability to differentiate between good verses bad and between conflicting thoughts and ideas, and allows us to in a sense “control” urges and produce behavior that is socially acceptable. ‘cerebral eavesdropping’ invites the viewer to see the insecurities, anxiety, serenity and peacefulness of our complex mind. the opening solo dancer is the intense abandoned stream of thought processes, the second solo dancer is the composed reassuring “you will be okay” thought processes and the 3rd section is a duet of agreeable acceptance of each other (a marriage of the mind). the work highlights the complexity of our brains and the constant psychological management of the shift of change.

i grew up mentored by lee lund, who above any technique or stage presence, showed me the way to the place that dance changes your soul. when i was at the Boston Conservatory i did my senior thesis on the healing power of dance. i continue on this path because it continuously supports me, heals me, develops me and provides a creative outlet for me that nothing else can.  

‘cerebral eavesdropping’ premiered last year at SPUNKandCO’s ‘Eleven”, danced by jillian grunnah and audrey laVallee (who brought more than i ever imagined to this work).

dance changes your being, it literally changes the neurological connections in your brain and it continues to guide, inspire and empower to become all that you are meant to be.



A friend's son was in the first grade of school, and his teacher asked the class, "What is the color of apples?" Most of the children answered red. A few said green. Kevin, my friend's son, raised his hand and said white. The teacher tried to explain that apples could be red, green, or sometimes golden, but never white. Kevin was quite insistent and finally said, "Look inside."

-From "Insight Meditation", by Joe Goldstein

-tara

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